I'm not gonna blog about my wednesday nights anymore because, well, they're almost the same week-in week-out, and also because I'm hoping they're stopping. You know, I've been whining about how I never have enough time cos I'm teaching and I'm working, and there's school. And then, I try and make time for the girls and him, without whom I'll be a very very sad Jesh. And then, I realise. There is time. I just am a lazy fool. See, instead of err blogging endlessly, or being online just cos, or shopping so much...I could just put aside 2 hours a day to revise. But no, I don't. Instead I whine.
It's gonna be a difficult month ahead, and whichever way it ends up, it doesn't hurt to be well, a little bit more diligent. If anything, it's woken me up and I realise I can't be a kid anymore. I cannot procrastinate. I may say 'later' but some things just don't wait. So hopefully, this Sunday I actually get some work done. I have to anyway, HMT stuff is due. Alicia baby, if you're reading this, I'm on it, I promise.
Anyway, although, yeah I know I'm one to talk, I don't get why a girl (or a guy, but I'm gonna say girl cos I'm female and it's more relevant here la) would hit on a guy who's attached. Yeah, okay, hold your tongues before you pounce on me. I mean, for those of you who knew about my situation back then, it's different I swear, and I'll explain why.
If it's some star-crossed situation (as it was for me....excuses excuses, I know) then it's semi-forgivable. Actually no, it isn't. Or if there's this undeniable love, then fine. Or some tragic heart-wrenching tale behind the absurdity, then okay. If you explain it to me, I'll be cool.
Actually no, if it's my man, then paws off, thank you very much.
But noooo. Missy won't explain, but she'll express her undying love, or whatever. I think it's stupid, and until I'm given reason to think otherwise, I'm gonna continue thinking this way.
I'm not hopping mad, but if she gives me reason to be, then well, we'll see. Right now, I just have very violent tendencies, but they'll go. Maybe.
Roar.
About Me
- Jesh
- I try to be flouride in the water; impervious to the world's soft decay. The world is, and will always be my sweet playground.
3 comments:
what do you mean by star crossed situation??
wellwisher
p.s: i'm someone who is a mutual friend of you, the bitch and him!
Explain the different situation please.. so we can hear both the parties' story!
Oh my god!!! Darling, ignore these fools. It's your life and it's up to you as to how much you want to put out there. Please tell these idiots on my behalf, stop being the gossips they are and just read what you write. You are not obliged to answer their questions.
Love you hun. -Lav
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