It isn't Monday but I'm certainly feeling the blues.
I had a horrid day. Horrid.
Well, let's see what happened -
1) I had a horribly ugly fight with someone special, and it's been cleared up since, and things are normal again. But you know, you will have that semi-shit feeling till you meet the person again. And then, everythings yum. Arrgh.
2) Speaking of which, I am super busy cos I have a major test (12 chapters and I havn't even started, kill me now) on Monday, 8th Oct and I feel like crap. And then to boost my already non existent morale, I find that I failed a test. For the bloody module which I got a high distinction for. God. And I know it was because I was a lazy fool. I know it was cos of that. I hate me.
3) And then, I feel something. And that is pissing me off, although I know it isn't easy to, well yeah. But still, I feel stripped of something, although I guess I don't really know. But yuck, this sucks. I am sad. And awfully cranky. I know very few people know what I'm going on about so erm, I'll stop.
4) I finish a part of my project and I'm not satisfied. I've evolved into a freak perfectionist and recently, I just feel like a sloth. What has happened to my drive; my responsibility dammit?
5) I feel really guilty about a friend, and I can't wait to set things right cos I love her.
6) I'm supposed to meet Mel today and he said I'd forget. I didn't but I'm so blue, I don't feel like doing anything. And I've tonnes of things to do, people to see tomorrow and I don't know how to handle that.
7) I'm wondering if I should just screw it all and go out Friday night? Hmm.
8) I'm worried.
9) Aiyah I just feel crap so goodbye.
About Me
- Jesh
- I try to be flouride in the water; impervious to the world's soft decay. The world is, and will always be my sweet playground.
2 comments:
jesh dt ask me who i am. im a person hu admires u. like seriously. im a girl dt worry n i aspire to be a women like u. anyway jus curious u were from jc or poly? so now wad r u studying. n ur soo pretty. sucha beautiful women.
urs avid reader
hello sweety. you get endearments from me since you made me feel like a million bucks. :)
and u know since i've always been told to reach for the sky so that it's alright if you fall back on the trees, I'm gonna tell you to aim high and aspire to be, I dont know, president or something...cos I'm hardly aspiration material. ha.
but on a serious note, thank you. you made me smile.
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