Voices

It's hard ignoring the voices in my head screaming 'stupid stupid stupid' yet desperately trying to believe otherwise.

I get so mad, because I can be okay and I know it, but I keep on being placed on this never-ending road of hope, desperation and despair. The road leads nowhere.

The realisation of my strength, but being forced to hold on, makes me mad.

I want to believe and trust; but this makes me feel like taking a knife and getting creative.

Is the truth honestly so hard?

Hmmpfh. coughchickencough.